Friday, September 20, 2013

Berseka air mata..

Don't know why infact I don't want to know actually.. but I easily got so cranky this week. Clumsy, lost of focus, day dreaming.. ishhhh.. macam-macam la. I really need a wake-up call. A real good one.

A slap at the back of my head.. will do the job.

Tapi siapa nak pi sepak.

Since kecik sampai la sekarang, Ayah tak pernah sekali pun "jentik".. marah tu selalu la. Being the only daughter.. you can call me "anak manja". Tho' bukan mewah dari kebendaan, but that never stop him from spoiling me.. as in.. betul-betul punya "spoil".

Apa nak semua dapat.. but since I was raised by his ways.. so tak ada la ngada-ngada nak those "material things". But we have our ways.. 

Then kan Ibu kata Ibu asyik sedih je kan.. sampaikan dah suruh travel agen book tiket. Ini bukan cerita main-main ya.. betul-betul Ibu dah book tiket.

Semua  ni sebab Ibu nak balik and nak jumpa Ayah. Alahaiiii.. kenapa la pulak tetiba nangis ni.. there I told you.. so cranky.. cengeng tul la.


Aduhai.. tiket dah book. Tapi tak mintak izin nak balik lagi dengan Cik Asben ni.. nak susun ayat pun.. tetiba je pulak jadi tutttt.

What should I do??

Nak balik ke tidak??

Dapat tiket murah pulak tu.. and by the way.. time tu sure tangan Ayah dah tak bersimen lagi. I can freely cook for him, do whatever I always do for him, sembang dengan ayah while tengok his hand waving up and down (he always does that) and so many other things too. Alahai.. thinking about him.. nangis lagi.

Cengeng betul la macam ni..

Sekadar gambar hiasan..


4 comments:

  1. hehe ... memang ... cengeng betul ... lah by the way apa makna cengeng tu hehe ... agaknya saya ni cengeng lah ni tak tau makna cengeng ...

    assalamualaikum wbt Sham ... lambai lambai ayah kat skype tu boleh? :)

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  2. Alaikumsalam REAL,

    Cengeng tu bahasa org Nisembilan yg teramat dolu2.. means.. lembik, sikit2 nak nangis.. penyedih sgt.. and yg sewaktu dengannya la.

    Skype.. dah try.. tak cukup gak. Tambah Ayah tu bukan jenis suka bersembang over the phone.

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  3. salam k.sham….alahai nape sedih2 gini. klau org kedah cengeng tu rasanya garang…confuse gak skjp td……abis tu camno tu tiket dah book, mcm2 mana pun kena le gosok cik asben kuat2 sikit tapi jgn gosok kuat smp berasap plak. heheh!!!wish u luck. kdg2 tu le kan bila emosi menganggu fikiran, hati mmg tak tenteram. semoga k.sham buat pilihan & keputusan yg terbaik. yg utama redha cik asben penting tuuuu

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  4. Alaikumsalam Rostina,
    Tu la lain negeri.. lain makna nya kan.
    Whatever it is, t.kasih atas peringatan tersebut. Redha & izin suami tu penting especially bagi kita yg bergelar isteri ni.
    Tiket memang dah book.. dh dpt izin pun.. cuma sekarang ni ramai pulak yg nak ikut skali. Semua pakat nak balik tengok Atuk.
    Tgh dok belek2 cuti sekolah la pulak ni.

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